It's 14 degrees outside as I'm typing this. WHEEE!!!

I've been missing the cold weather so much that I was practically smiling at myself whilst walking around the city earlier, not to mention freezing my ass off as I've only put on a long sleeve top on. Smart woman did not bring her jacket along.

I am smiling right now.

J just came online and he told he finally professed his love to his childhood friend that he has always liked. She felt the same way. I convinced him to go up to her and he just seemed reluctant because he was afraid if he tells her, he'd ruined their friendship forever. It just reminded me of the feeling I had when I was in love with Ell. Beautiful memories...

It doesn't hurt anymore that he actually stopped keeping in touch with me. It is his decision and I respect that. I thought he cares for me at the very least, as a friend should be. But I guess I was wrong. Somehow I just can never get around hating him, maybe because the love that I felt back then was so real.