Saturday, August 13, 2005
absolut disappointment
S: Why not? Why bother getting it fixed when you're not gonna wear it?
Me: Excuse moi? You offered to get it fixed for me. That was about five weeks ago. Spring will be here in two weeks. So my boots has been sitting in your room for the past four weeks and six days doing nothing
S: I just forgot about it!
Me: Whatever
I really don't understand him sometimes. I've told him a lot of time that it's perfectly alright for me to do it myself since he's busy with studies and work but he insisted that he'd do it for me. He just forgets about it until I 'threatened' him by saying "If I can't get my boots back by Friday, just forget about it. I don't want it anymore. You do whatever you want with it. I give up."
He slipped down and pulled his leg's muscle when he was out with his mates earlier. It hurts him when he moves around too much. He was even having difficulty sitting down. Of course my heart aches when I see him in that condition.
Me: Well, you should consult your sis, she is a physiotherapist isn't she?
S: She asked me to go to the doctor
Me: Go see doctor tomorrow then, sweetie
S: What a doctor can do? He would just ask me to go for an X-ray and I don't have time for that
Me: But if it hurts, there is obviously something wrong with it. I don't think you can help me to move my stuff tomorrow
S: Yeah, I don't think I'd be able to help you move
Me: It's okay, I'll figure out. I'll get someone else to help me
S: I hate to say no after I've promised you but obviously I can't since I am injured. Also, you told me that you do not need my help earlier and I've made other plans
Me: I understand, look at you...You can't even walk properly
I was a bit confused with the other plans part. I hope he didn't mean what I think it is.
Me: So, what are your plans for tomorrow?
I was hoping that he will say something like, "I'm gonna see doctor and take a rest" but instead...
S: Since tomorrow is my only day off, I'm gonna get a hair-cut...
I was baffled. Shouldn't he be resting at home? Never mind, give him the benefit of doubt.
S: I'm going over to my parents' in the morning...
What? You can still drive in that condition?
S: It is A's birthday tomorrow so I'm gonna go over to his place in the arvo, we're gonna drink and play cards
Me: Oh... Have fun then
I turned away from him.
S: Are you going to sleep now?
Me: Yes
He kissed me on my lips and I refused to react. I just stared at him. He planted a kiss on my forehead before leaving.
I'm absolutely disappointed with him.
I'm extremely upset.
If the pain is really that bad, shouldn't he be resting at home instead? I could almost imagine how he had all this planned out in the first place.
Silly me.
Maybe I should give up on him too...