Friday, February 03, 2006
today i feel discriminated
Discrimination is such a strong word that I almost never use it in any context. It just hit me out of sudden that it has been happening to me.
To start off with, when I came in to work this morning, my boss asked me to clean the bloody fridge. I do mean, literally bloody. From the red meat he puts in freezer. The freezer is not working well.
Now, in my office there are 4 admin staff including myself. I just realized that he always asked me and this other girl, D to do all the "dirty" work like washing his dishes, etc. And co-incidentally, both of us are Asians. The other two girls never touched a single cup. No, I'm not being sensitive but like i said it just hit me today after 4 months so I'm not definitely thinking too much. My boss threw away the red meat yesterday and one of the other girls were here at work.
Why can't he just fucking ask her to do it?
Among other things, I get some people (strangers, friend's friend's sister's, strangers, etc) who looks at me weirdly or make crude remark becuase I look a little fat (because Asians are generally small size so you gotta be at least size 6 to be considered thin. Size 00 is favourable). I get THAT all the time from relatives. One thing I'm glad I wasn't back home for Lunar New Year. In contrary, over here I get some people who looks at me crudely because I look thin. And there were people who made remark that I have big boobs for a "thin" person.
I love the way I look and I'm glad I have "big" boobs and extra fats. Thank you for your concern. Bless your daughters. :-)
I think I need retail therapy to distress, It's late night shopping tonight.
To start off with, when I came in to work this morning, my boss asked me to clean the bloody fridge. I do mean, literally bloody. From the red meat he puts in freezer. The freezer is not working well.
Now, in my office there are 4 admin staff including myself. I just realized that he always asked me and this other girl, D to do all the "dirty" work like washing his dishes, etc. And co-incidentally, both of us are Asians. The other two girls never touched a single cup. No, I'm not being sensitive but like i said it just hit me today after 4 months so I'm not definitely thinking too much. My boss threw away the red meat yesterday and one of the other girls were here at work.
Why can't he just fucking ask her to do it?
Among other things, I get some people (strangers, friend's friend's sister's, strangers, etc) who looks at me weirdly or make crude remark becuase I look a little fat (because Asians are generally small size so you gotta be at least size 6 to be considered thin. Size 00 is favourable). I get THAT all the time from relatives. One thing I'm glad I wasn't back home for Lunar New Year. In contrary, over here I get some people who looks at me crudely because I look thin. And there were people who made remark that I have big boobs for a "thin" person.
I love the way I look and I'm glad I have "big" boobs and extra fats. Thank you for your concern. Bless your daughters. :-)
I think I need retail therapy to distress, It's late night shopping tonight.
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