Sunday, March 19, 2006
today i feel like punching someone
Every 10 days or so I'll have weird cravings. The other day, I feel like eating chicken kebab. Last week, it was Indonesian cuisine at this particular restaurant that serves yummylicious asam fish and beef rendang. Last night it was McDonald's nuggets and cheeseburger. -.-
I've not been seeing S for a week now. I refused to let him do anything for me anymore. I've told him like a million times that he is simply not spending enough time with me yet he is being so fucking defensive that I find it tiring.
Yes, he's gotta work and study. And he started going on and on about how none of my friends need to work as well as study on the same time, stating that's why we have so much time to kill. He complained how I do not understand it's not easy for him yada yada. It's not our fault we're slightly more privilege having not have to work for money. Damn it. It's not my fault that I do not have to work as hard as he does for money. He doesn't spend on me anyway so I really do not understand what's his problem.
Never mind.
I'm just glad I don't have to put up with that any longer. I feel lonely there's no doubt and adjusting to single life once again can be so-not-me kind of thing but I know I had to get out.
Good thing I get to spend more time with my girls although we've been too lazy to go out. We even missed the David Jones fashion show which we've been attending religiously for the past 2 years!
I'm just keeping my fingers crossed that things will get better despite the fact I'll have to brave the shittie weather tomorrow. Bloody 37 degrees!
I've not been seeing S for a week now. I refused to let him do anything for me anymore. I've told him like a million times that he is simply not spending enough time with me yet he is being so fucking defensive that I find it tiring.
Yes, he's gotta work and study. And he started going on and on about how none of my friends need to work as well as study on the same time, stating that's why we have so much time to kill. He complained how I do not understand it's not easy for him yada yada. It's not our fault we're slightly more privilege having not have to work for money. Damn it. It's not my fault that I do not have to work as hard as he does for money. He doesn't spend on me anyway so I really do not understand what's his problem.
Never mind.
I'm just glad I don't have to put up with that any longer. I feel lonely there's no doubt and adjusting to single life once again can be so-not-me kind of thing but I know I had to get out.
Good thing I get to spend more time with my girls although we've been too lazy to go out. We even missed the David Jones fashion show which we've been attending religiously for the past 2 years!
I'm just keeping my fingers crossed that things will get better despite the fact I'll have to brave the shittie weather tomorrow. Bloody 37 degrees!
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