Thursday, April 27, 2006
five days and still counting...
That's the duration of time I've not spoken or heard from S. Neither do I bother to contact him.
I keep on asking myself whether it's the right decision but since the moment of unhappiness I've gone through being with him exceeded the moment of happiness by three to one, the answer is pretty obvious.
I definitely do not feel regret but rather I'm just glad that it's over. Sort of. It's gonna be another vicious cycle going on if I relented.
It's not as bad I thought it would be. I'm feeling numb and alright, of course.
I keep on asking myself whether it's the right decision but since the moment of unhappiness I've gone through being with him exceeded the moment of happiness by three to one, the answer is pretty obvious.
I definitely do not feel regret but rather I'm just glad that it's over. Sort of. It's gonna be another vicious cycle going on if I relented.
It's not as bad I thought it would be. I'm feeling numb and alright, of course.
chica bonita fluttered eyelashes @ 11:22| 3 comments
