Friday, April 01, 2005
autumn frenzy
So now here I am once again, eating back my own words and feeling helpless. It wasn't because there were no jobs for me but it was because I'm just fucking lazy and picky. I thought of doing waitressing to get some income in the meantime but I shudder thinking about it. But I know I have no choice because as much as people say 'Money isn't everything!' but the truth is, everyone needs money to survive.
And I don't have money right now.
The statement which I've never made in my entire twenty three years of life. All my life I've been spoilt. I don't come from a superbly wealthy family in case some of you were wondering but I'd say I've been a very lucky girl not having have to worry about my basic neccessities. It doesn't help much either when the American Express arrived early this week, a gift from Pa for contigency purposes, in case I get totally skint. I don't have a strong will power to resist it.