Saturday, August 20, 2005
a letter to papa
Dearest Papa,
All these years that I've been away from home, away from you, makes me realized that I do indeed miss you.
Since I was a baby girl, you taught me to be strong and wise, never be afraid to admit my own mistakes and more importantly, never give up easily no matter how many times I fall.
After finding out that you had someone else in your life, I was broken and disappointed. Don't me and sisters meant anything to you at all? What about Ma? I was upset at the fact that you cheated on us.
Nevertheless, the time I spent away from home makes me acknowledged that no matter how much I disliked you from then on, no matter how upset or angry I was at you, deep down within my heart, I've always loved you...I still do.
You have loved me unconditionally, you've been supporting me all these while. You let me make my own decisions on my future. You never yell at me when I over-swiped the card.
Maybe I can never comprehend what you've done but I think I'll regret if I do not learn to forgive and let go of this bitterness in me as I only have one dad. The love and care that you shower us with, they are real aren't they?
Papa, if only I have the courage to tell you these 3 little words before it's too late. I just want you to know that I love you....
All these years that I've been away from home, away from you, makes me realized that I do indeed miss you.
Since I was a baby girl, you taught me to be strong and wise, never be afraid to admit my own mistakes and more importantly, never give up easily no matter how many times I fall.
After finding out that you had someone else in your life, I was broken and disappointed. Don't me and sisters meant anything to you at all? What about Ma? I was upset at the fact that you cheated on us.
Nevertheless, the time I spent away from home makes me acknowledged that no matter how much I disliked you from then on, no matter how upset or angry I was at you, deep down within my heart, I've always loved you...I still do.
You have loved me unconditionally, you've been supporting me all these while. You let me make my own decisions on my future. You never yell at me when I over-swiped the card.
Maybe I can never comprehend what you've done but I think I'll regret if I do not learn to forgive and let go of this bitterness in me as I only have one dad. The love and care that you shower us with, they are real aren't they?
Papa, if only I have the courage to tell you these 3 little words before it's too late. I just want you to know that I love you....
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