Tuesday, October 04, 2005
musing and rambling
The word that I've been using a lot lately is tired. I'm extremely exhausted from work. Hey, I have not only one but two jobs now. :-)
I know I've been missing (sort of) without any notice. I'm not sure whether people still drop by every now and then to check out this space but anyway, I guess I need to write. Whinging would be the more precise word. After all, I'm not a writer. I'm a drama queen.
Well, my birthday came and went without anything special. I worked from 8-12am. Yep, that was about 16 hours straight. I was waiting for S to call the whole day but he did not. We had an argument a couple of days before hand and I told him I don't wanna see him ever again. He took that seriously coz he reckoned I said it too often and he started believing it (Guys...I give up on them). See, that was how pride killed me. It made me extremely unhappy. On the other hand, I am his girlfriend (sort of). It still doesn't justified the fact that he didn't contact me on my birthday. We had argument about that too.
Of course, we made up and make out after a few days of shouting and silence over the phone. And we live happily ever after...
Not. Yet.
I'm still waiting for my post birthday pampering. I told him that. I want a birthday cake, pressies, lots of hugs and kisses (read: sex) and he's supposed to make up to me. I'm still waiting for that coz he's currently having exams. It better be good.
I've been splurging so much lately. I got some cosmetics from Stila among other things. I just realized they're helluva expensive here. The price of an eye-shadow here costs thrice the price back home. And I totally forgot about E-bay. Stila cosmetics are way cheaper in the States even with the shipping costs included. Oh, and my baby gorgeous pretty shoes arrived on time in excellent condition but it was half a size too small for me. I can never understand the sizing in States.
I splurged on S too. It was my first time buying clothes for him and I am just glad he loves them. Maybe he pretended that he did but I reckon I'm just thinking too much. By right, it should be the other way round.
So I shall wait for my fairytale post-birthday.
I know I've been missing (sort of) without any notice. I'm not sure whether people still drop by every now and then to check out this space but anyway, I guess I need to write. Whinging would be the more precise word. After all, I'm not a writer. I'm a drama queen.
Well, my birthday came and went without anything special. I worked from 8-12am. Yep, that was about 16 hours straight. I was waiting for S to call the whole day but he did not. We had an argument a couple of days before hand and I told him I don't wanna see him ever again. He took that seriously coz he reckoned I said it too often and he started believing it (Guys...I give up on them). See, that was how pride killed me. It made me extremely unhappy. On the other hand, I am his girlfriend (sort of). It still doesn't justified the fact that he didn't contact me on my birthday. We had argument about that too.
Of course, we made up and make out after a few days of shouting and silence over the phone. And we live happily ever after...
Not. Yet.
I'm still waiting for my post birthday pampering. I told him that. I want a birthday cake, pressies, lots of hugs and kisses (read: sex) and he's supposed to make up to me. I'm still waiting for that coz he's currently having exams. It better be good.
I've been splurging so much lately. I got some cosmetics from Stila among other things. I just realized they're helluva expensive here. The price of an eye-shadow here costs thrice the price back home. And I totally forgot about E-bay. Stila cosmetics are way cheaper in the States even with the shipping costs included. Oh, and my baby gorgeous pretty shoes arrived on time in excellent condition but it was half a size too small for me. I can never understand the sizing in States.
I splurged on S too. It was my first time buying clothes for him and I am just glad he loves them. Maybe he pretended that he did but I reckon I'm just thinking too much. By right, it should be the other way round.
So I shall wait for my fairytale post-birthday.
chica bonita fluttered eyelashes @ 22:18| 4 comments
