As I was browsing through magazines, I can't help noticing that in some of the articles which claimed that men, despite what women think, they are really simple creatures. A guy even lamented "Stop analyzing us men, we're just simple, really!" I think no matter how much men always complain that it's hard to understand a woman, I found it that men are actually far more complicated. Especially when they tend to give you the silent treatment, gawd, that is very childish. Sigh. I'm not saying this for the sake of saying it but because that's what exactly I'm going through at the moment.

I e-mailed him and I told him that I miss him and I want to see him but well, as expected I didn't get any reply from him. It was my second e-mail bringing the same topic up. He avoided the topic the other time and he's doing it again this time. So I asked myself over and over again what went wrong? When we parted we were still very much fond of each other and he told me that he missed me and he wanted to see me again. It all changed when he left the country and I just don't understand why is he avoiding the topic of me wanting to visit him. Is it different back home? Or is he erasing his memories of his travels? Whatever it is, he can just tell me. He does not even need to face me nor talk to me. Is it so hard to just type a sentence? If he doesn't want to see me again, I'm cool with it. Just tell me! Sure I admit that I'll be hurt but at least I'll get over it, rather than being put in an ambiguous situation. Doesn't our friendship meant anything to him in the first place? I'm just disappointed because I've always trusted him but right now I don't think he is giving me the respect that I deserve, even a friend should be given at the very least. I feel as though I'm nobody to him.