The weather forecast indicates it is going to be a rainy day today. Which means it's going to be cold.

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so excited although I'll most likely stay in to read my pile of books. I'm still on book four of David Eddings' The Belgariad series, half-way through Harper Lee's To Kill A Mockingbird and starting on Bill Clinton's memoir. I don't think I will even attempt reading the memoir, it is super thick and I bet I can kill a cat with that. Not to mention I can only take light reading these days, I fell asleep after reading about 20 pages of To Kill A Mockingbird and I've been kicking myself silly because I'm usually able to finish reading a book between 2 to 4 hours. Bummer!

I was talking to W last night and I asked him "Is it okay if I date other guys?" He went Well, it's your choice. Just follow your heart. If I say no, not that you're gonna listen to me anyway". I was trying to understand what does follow your heart means in this context. I know him perfectly well to know that he's using reverse psychology on me. On the other hand, I know he's feeling insecure towards our so-called relationship more than I do.

W was totally against bro going out with his current girlfriend because bro's girl has got a boyfriend back home. I was worried for bro but then I realized it is his life therefore, he has a choice to choose whichever path he wants to take. He isn't my brother by blood but I just call him my bro because I don't have one. He's been a really close mate of mine for the past 3 years and I can honestly say that he has grown up so much compared to when I first met him. So I told W to stop making assumptions based on what he thinks he saw. He wasn't happy when I told him off. He reckons I'm just trying to protect bro. But really, I'm not the one making decision for bro. Also, as outsiders, it's hard to know what exactly is going on. After all, there are no rights or wrongs when it come to relationship, there are only consequences to bear.

*** I can't seem to log on blogspot since this morning so this is a delayed post. I also noticed that when I'm using Internet Explorer to view my blog page, my fashionista links appear on the bottom right corner which is absolutely fucking ugly. Those links appear on top right corner when I'm using Firefox though. Please tell me the former was just my illusion.