Saturday, January 15, 2005

a beautiful day

I could still remember that fateful day clearly. He cooked me the nicest dinner ever which brought attention to the rest of our friends. P was teasing him, "So are you making dinner for N because you like her?" He replied with a nod, then he corrected himself by saying that I deserve a nice dinner for buying him chocolates all the time. His dinner was just something simple yet it tasted good. I loved the mashed potatoes but I could hardly finish the whole thing coz it was a really big portion. He reckoned that I should eat more since I'm small. To him, I'm small in size but I'm just normal, having the size of a typical Malaysian girl.

After the dinner, we went down to pub as usual. We had our round of drinks, chatting away with a couple of people. Time passed by really quick that night and before we knew it, there were only both of us left in the pub. We were sitting close to each other and laughing away. He told me a lot more about himself and he proposed a toast for our future. We both left the pub by midnight, I went very red on my face again as I tend to blush easily after a drink or two. He offered me a piggyback ride on our way back and I gladly accepted it. It felt so warm snuggled up to his back and I almost fell asleep on his back for a minute. I could still remember how I literally buried my face on his neck and hugged him tightly.

When we arrived back home, everyone else was already asleep. So we had the TV on and started talking to each other again, sitting on the couch. I had my Paul Frank pyjama on and he commented that he likes it whenever I wear that. We decided to sleep in the living room as we're comfortably tucked under the cover. The next thing I know was, I was lying on his shoulder and my hand touches his, and we started to hug each other. My heart was beating so fast because I could never imagine us being physically close to each other, I did have feelings for him but I don't expect the same thing from him because I knew I had a boyfriend and I can't possibly fall for other guys. He told me the exact same thing, that he likes me since ages ago. My face was pressed closely on his, and without me knowing, my lips were really close up to his, and I moved away slightly coz I was shy. Then his lips found mine and we kissed...tenderly.... It felt as though we belong to each other. It felt so right at that time, as though we're two kindred spirits who have found each other. We both never wanted that night to end.

"Close your eyes now and imagine I'm there with you. I'm hugging and kissing you now. x" Hey Ell, that's my favourite text message from you. It reminded me of the first time we hugged and kissed. It was a beautiful memory, intangible and delicate, it felt as though all this happened yesterday. I was literally blushing when I read that and I secretly hope that it will come true when I see you again. But you left.

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