I was reading an entry my bro posted and without realizing, tears started to well up on my eyes. A young boy who only turned 20 last month wrote so beautifully that I can practically feel his emotions, his hurt stabbing through my heart and the love that he always had for this girl. It was so real and vivid. How can I tell my bro to let go when he has fallen hard? I can only pray that things will turn out okay (if not better) for him.

That makes me ponder how can a person sacrifice so much, loving someone unconditionally when the other party doesn't even care? Why in most cases, it does not work both ways? Having said that, I've also came to understand that when you truly love someone, there is no reason for that. You feel it deep inside your heart. I was there not long ago and the feeling that I've felt, it was indescribable and so beautiful.

Finally, a book that makes me wondered about fate and destiny when it comes to love. An excerpt from Cecelia Ahern's Where Rainbows End :

My dear Rosie,

Unbeknownst to you I took this chance before, many, many years ago. You never received that letter and I'm glad because my feelings since then have changed dramatically. They have intensified with every passing day.

I'll get straight to the point because if I don't say what I have to say now, I fear it will never be said. And I need to say it.

Today I love you more than ever; tomorrow I will love you even more. I need you more than ever; I want you more than ever. I'm a man of fifty years of age coming to you, feeling like a teenager in love, asking you to give me a chance and love me back.

Rosie Dunne, I love you with all my heart. I have always loved you, even when I was seven years old and lied about falling asleep on Santa watch, when I was ten years old and didn't invite you to my birthday party, when I was eighteen and had to move away, even on my wedding days, on your wedding day, on christenings, birthdays and when we fought. I loved you through it all. Make me the happiest man on this earth by being with me.

Please reply to me.

All my love,
Alex