I've always had phobia for deep water since I lost my left ear hearing which was indirectly caused by water. Whenever I go to beach it is all for the reason to watch sunset and having a good puff and drink. I never dare to walk near any swimming pools.

Then I thought, swimming will not turn out to be that bad so I get M to promise me that she will give me swimming lessons when we get back home for summer break. I knew I had to do something to get him off my mind, locking myself in the room makes me miserable.

So for the first time, M hauled me to the club for my first swimming lesson today. All the young kids turned and looked when I was happily laughing away trying to swim on the board she gave me. They must be thinking, 'What's this crazy woman laughing about?' I've never felt so comfortable and as I was floating on the water, I felt as though it was all a dream.