Monday, May 23, 2005

kill me please

I hate it when I can't control my emotions. Most of the time I'm overpowered by it and I ended up being frustrated.

So I did it again.

I thought I was doing a good job in avoiding S but I gave in and replied to his text messages. I told him that I've missed him but as usual, he didn't seem to show that he feels the same way.

Why exactly do I still need to convince myself that he does actually care?

And why does it hurts me so badly bearing the thought of not seeing him ever again?

chica bonita fluttered eyelashes @ 01:06| 0 comments