Monday, May 23, 2005
kill me please
So I did it again.
I thought I was doing a good job in avoiding S but I gave in and replied to his text messages. I told him that I've missed him but as usual, he didn't seem to show that he feels the same way.
Why exactly do I still need to convince myself that he does actually care?
And why does it hurts me so badly bearing the thought of not seeing him ever again?