Wednesday, January 10, 2007
sex, lies and betrayal
2007 for me did not start with a good note.
I found out things I wished I did not. I spent my New Year's Eve with W and the girl he's dating. Not his girlfriend according to him but he's sleeping with her. How awkward was that?
Grr...
And he confessed he's been dating other girls even before we broke up. So at the end we're even.
I feel stupid for feeling guilty all the while and I don't know which so-called friend of ours told him about me cheating on him when he/she doesn't know W has been doing the same.
Our relationship ended with a pretty fair ending. We've both cried, we've both laughed, feeling angry and sad whenever this subject was brought up.
He said I should move on for my own good.
I've already moved on two years ago, darling.
It's just that I love playing the part of being the victim. Just because to get back at you for saying you've tried so hard to save our relationship when in reality it was just a big lie to cover yourself.
I found out things I wished I did not. I spent my New Year's Eve with W and the girl he's dating. Not his girlfriend according to him but he's sleeping with her. How awkward was that?
Grr...
And he confessed he's been dating other girls even before we broke up. So at the end we're even.
I feel stupid for feeling guilty all the while and I don't know which so-called friend of ours told him about me cheating on him when he/she doesn't know W has been doing the same.
Our relationship ended with a pretty fair ending. We've both cried, we've both laughed, feeling angry and sad whenever this subject was brought up.
He said I should move on for my own good.
I've already moved on two years ago, darling.
It's just that I love playing the part of being the victim. Just because to get back at you for saying you've tried so hard to save our relationship when in reality it was just a big lie to cover yourself.
chica bonita fluttered eyelashes @ 20:36| 6 comments
