Sunday, July 31, 2005
sinfully tempting
For some reason, probably because of boredom and stress from job hunting, I've been renting movies from the local video store almost everyday.
It's unproductive.
It's a waste of money.
I don't know what's with the sudden fascination on movies lately. It must be S. I've not been seeing him lately and I substituted him with watching movies. His favourite past-time.
Now I wonder whether he has picked up retail therapy.
I don't know what's wrong with me, I just can't seem to keep him off my mind.
Oh, and I love Sin City. It is devilish. In a good way. Like a piece of Godiva dark chocolate.
A side note to the person I've been faithfully stealing internet connection from, welcome back. I've missed you so much. *mwah* *mwah* *mwah*
It's unproductive.
It's a waste of money.
I don't know what's with the sudden fascination on movies lately. It must be S. I've not been seeing him lately and I substituted him with watching movies. His favourite past-time.
Now I wonder whether he has picked up retail therapy.
I don't know what's wrong with me, I just can't seem to keep him off my mind.
Oh, and I love Sin City. It is devilish. In a good way. Like a piece of Godiva dark chocolate.
A side note to the person I've been faithfully stealing internet connection from, welcome back. I've missed you so much. *mwah* *mwah* *mwah*
chica bonita fluttered eyelashes @ 17:21| 8 comments
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
in vogue with joblessness
So here I am again, worrying about the same thing. Same old thing. I'm jobless and I so desperately needed one right now.
Okay I admit I've been cruising by the first few months doing nothing but shopping and spending money, without actually really looking for a job. Then I realized it wasn't as easy as I thought, when I did actually started to look for one.
I just don't understand this whole thing revolving around experience and connections. I do not have any retail experience but don't we all need to start somewhere? And connections, I don't even want to start.
I really don't want to go back home just yet. I'm not ready to give up the very thing I held strongly to when I first left home.
The taste of freedom...
Okay I admit I've been cruising by the first few months doing nothing but shopping and spending money, without actually really looking for a job. Then I realized it wasn't as easy as I thought, when I did actually started to look for one.
I just don't understand this whole thing revolving around experience and connections. I do not have any retail experience but don't we all need to start somewhere? And connections, I don't even want to start.
I really don't want to go back home just yet. I'm not ready to give up the very thing I held strongly to when I first left home.
The taste of freedom...
chica bonita fluttered eyelashes @ 16:46| 6 comments
Saturday, July 23, 2005
of albus dumbledore and sickness
I've been confined to the bed for the past one week. I caught my bro's cough virus and somehow I managed to develop fever, cold and flu in the process.
As though that wasn't bad enough, I've now lost my appetite and I feel like vomiting everytime I start coughing. Damn it!
I've only had Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince on pdf file to accompany me. No, I didn't like it. I think it was the crappiest Harry Potter book J.K. Rowling ever written. The story-line stopped rather abruptly I reckon. That's what happened when a series becomes too commercialized.
I think I need to get back to bed. The migraine is hitting again.
As though that wasn't bad enough, I've now lost my appetite and I feel like vomiting everytime I start coughing. Damn it!
I've only had Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince on pdf file to accompany me. No, I didn't like it. I think it was the crappiest Harry Potter book J.K. Rowling ever written. The story-line stopped rather abruptly I reckon. That's what happened when a series becomes too commercialized.
I think I need to get back to bed. The migraine is hitting again.
chica bonita fluttered eyelashes @ 23:16| 3 comments
Sunday, July 10, 2005
dear ell
Hi chica! Nice to hear from ya! Well, thankfully none of my family were hurt in those bombs. Thank you for thinking about me & my family during this time. You're a very thoughtful & caring person, chica. I really appreciate it :-).
Hope life is good for you at the moment...Are you up to much? Well drop me a line to let me know how you are. I often wonder what you're up to & how you're getting on with stuff.
C ya. luv, ell
All those months I've been waiting for your reply, you didn't bother to write back. I'm glad that you are alright. I do admit that I still care for you but that's that.
Stop pretending that everything is alright between us after you disappeared from my life just like that.
Stop patronizing me this way. It is unfair for me.
You made it seems harder for me to believe that you have actually once loved me.
You have hurt me once, I will not allow you to do it again.
Hope life is good for you at the moment...Are you up to much? Well drop me a line to let me know how you are. I often wonder what you're up to & how you're getting on with stuff.
C ya. luv, ell
All those months I've been waiting for your reply, you didn't bother to write back. I'm glad that you are alright. I do admit that I still care for you but that's that.
Stop pretending that everything is alright between us after you disappeared from my life just like that.
Stop patronizing me this way. It is unfair for me.
You made it seems harder for me to believe that you have actually once loved me.
You have hurt me once, I will not allow you to do it again.
chica bonita fluttered eyelashes @ 17:03| 3 comments
Thursday, July 07, 2005
say a little prayer
A few hours ago, I was glued to the TV watching the heart-breaking news of the London attack. The first thing that hit my mind was...
Ell.
Whilst I've never believe in God, I prayed silently to the heaven above that he is safe. I was disturbed. I was scared and I wish I could be there. The fact that he has walked out of my life did not hindered me from worrying about his safety.
I'm just loss for words right now.
I can only hope...
Ell.
Whilst I've never believe in God, I prayed silently to the heaven above that he is safe. I was disturbed. I was scared and I wish I could be there. The fact that he has walked out of my life did not hindered me from worrying about his safety.
I'm just loss for words right now.
I can only hope...
chica bonita fluttered eyelashes @ 23:57| 0 comments
Sunday, July 03, 2005
the one with the silent treatment
S: Now would you please tell me what is wrong?
Me: *stares blankly passed him and shakes my head*
S: Nothing's wrong?
Me: *shakes head*
S: Then why you went quiet out of a sudden? I'm not blind, I'm not stupid. Something is wrong. And if you don't tell me, what else can I do?
Me: Don't do anything then
*stomped off*
I refused to reply his text messages the next day. I think he sent more text to me on that day itself than any other week put together. Honestly speaking, it felt good. It's a payback for what he did.
I was surprised to see him being so frustrated over my silent treatment. Or maybe he was just trying to make me feel guilty but either way, I started talking to him again. I'm not that unreasonable as a person.
I have to admit I am absolutely pleased to see him getting frustrated. He suspected that as well but of course I denied it, as always.
Me: *stares blankly passed him and shakes my head*
S: Nothing's wrong?
Me: *shakes head*
S: Then why you went quiet out of a sudden? I'm not blind, I'm not stupid. Something is wrong. And if you don't tell me, what else can I do?
Me: Don't do anything then
*stomped off*
I refused to reply his text messages the next day. I think he sent more text to me on that day itself than any other week put together. Honestly speaking, it felt good. It's a payback for what he did.
I was surprised to see him being so frustrated over my silent treatment. Or maybe he was just trying to make me feel guilty but either way, I started talking to him again. I'm not that unreasonable as a person.
I have to admit I am absolutely pleased to see him getting frustrated. He suspected that as well but of course I denied it, as always.
chica bonita fluttered eyelashes @ 14:33| 5 comments
Friday, July 01, 2005
short break
Don't ask me about the new layout. This is the best I could find after surfing through blogskins for God knows how long. Hopefully, I'd be able to get the old one running as soon as possible.
I'm gonna be putting a night-cap over at S' place tonight. Yeah, we made up and revenge is sweet, I can almost taste it on my lips. Will update soon and have a great weekend, peeps!
I'm gonna be putting a night-cap over at S' place tonight. Yeah, we made up and revenge is sweet, I can almost taste it on my lips. Will update soon and have a great weekend, peeps!
chica bonita fluttered eyelashes @ 16:25| 0 comments